mike never existed

I remembered this moment. The pic was taken by Suhardi on 7 August during malay lesson. Was probably one of my saddest days. Lucky thing after I heard the news it was PE and while I was changing someone blast out the music take a bow. I was like a drunk person at home after that I had suicidal thoughts in school also. From then on they were always saying that I deserve better, even until now. But GAHS, nehmind that. Its all over.

So yeah anyways, going out with primary school mates today ! wheee~ Hope no one will dare spoil my day today. And jyeah spent the whole morning cleaning the house. Gawwd, i really need to get out of the house often. Heeees . And Im really missing someone. Cant tell you who but jyeah, I miss someone damn fcuking much. D: moving on, Erlyyana introduced me to the song Crush by David Archuleta. I cried listening to the song. So yeah this is the lyrics to the song.

Do you ever think When your all alone
All that we can be Where this thing can go
Am I crazy Or falling in love Is it really
Just another crush Do you catch a breath
When I look at you Are you holding back Like the way I do
Cuz im tryin tryin to walk away
But I know this crush Ain't goin' away