Have you ever felt worthless? Oh, my apologies for not blogging for a long time. I've been busy with extra lessons, studies, commitments. Basically life, which hasn't been treating me well.
Moving on, has anyone ever insult you every single day it seemed like a constant reminder of how imperfect you are? They think that you might be used to such comments but they don't know that it hurts twice as much every time they say the same thing. I've been there. Every. Single. Day.
I really tried not let it bug me but it's something I had to live with everyday and I don't know how much longer I can take it. I feel like I'll burst the next time someone insults me. Whether it's about my weight or whatever. Why would people even bother saying mean things to others when they know it's gonna hurt them? It's so annoying and down right mean. I can't stand people who are judgmental and too straight forward. They'll approach you and say whatever's on their mind without thinking whether it might hurt their feelings.
I don't know what to say anymore. I've been feeling so down lately. It's been nothing but study study study but it's a good thing that my homeworks keep me occupied. Amazing how maths can keep your mind of things.
I shant dwell too much on how miserable my life is now. After all, there are other people out there whose leading a worser life than mine.
xoxo
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